Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Anya

Anya belepotan permen dan coklat

Anya keponakan gue paling buntut {semuanya ada delapan}.
Dulu waktu dia masih di dalem perut mbo’e, yaitu kakak yang langsung di atas gue, emaknya ini telpon gue.

“Dek, kalo Divanya Alea Razil bagus gak? Nanti panggilannya Anya.”
“Duuh…”
“Kenapaaaaa?????”
“Kenapa nggak Anya doank aja? Anya Razil.”
“Aaaaah, nnngggaaaakk…”
“Singkat, cantik, powerful!”
“Emang kenapa kalo Divanya Alea? Bagus kan?”
“Duuuuuh…..,” gue menggigil geregetan.
“Kenapaaaaaaaaaaaaa?????????” Emaknya mulai histeris.
“Kebanyakan direnda-rendain!”
“Renda-renda?”
“Iya. Kayak penghuni cek en ricek aja. Titania Aurelia. Alea Salsabila. Divanya Esmeralda. Apa sssiiiiiiihhh?”
“Iih, nggak ah, bagus Divanya Alea.”
“Ya udah seterah. Gue bilang sih Anya Razil. Titik. No renda-renda. No cek en ricek style.”
“Ah, nggak ah.”

Mbo’e menang dong. Wong dia yang beranak-in :)

Monday, August 22, 2005

Long Time Friendship: Part Three

Read previous chapter



A strange phone call indeed, happened when senior high was done and I went to college already. It was so unexpected.

"Hello?"
"Hello."
"Bisa bicara dengan Riana?"

It was Ully. After like years! I almost could not believe this. I mean, someone who secara terus terang rejected me in one broad daylight, leaving me with this puzzled memory about how our friendship really was, was now calling me on the phone. To be honest, I was so happy. First of all, I missed her so much. Second of all, I had a feeling she had something to talk about that would explain all of this. That would answer all my questions.

Awalnya percakapan terasa awkward, karena gue masih in disbelief. But then we just kept talking, and I was amazed how we hadn't been talking again like this since junior high. She went to STEKPI and would soon continue her study in the US. It was soooo great talking to her again!

More importantly, I got the answer I wanted.

I didn't actually ask her about it, but when she told me that in senior high she dated my ex, it became crystal clear to me.

I dated this boy once. Oops, no, twice. What I didn't understand was, after people knew that we dated, girls in my school hated me! One of the girls who hated me was even a girl whose campaign to be head of the class and head of the choir class I supported.
When I broke up with him, they still hated me!
But when they have another boyfriend, they stopped hating me, moreover, they suddenly became the sweetest friend to me!
One girl from another class, who I didn't hang out with {all my close friends knew she didn't like me and sour-face was her middle name}, even visited me at home when I just got out from the hospital {i got yellow fever}. She came with her friend, who never smiled back at me although we kept bumping on each other everyday on the way home because we lived in the same area. When they saw me, they hugged me, kissed my cheeks, told me that I'm prettier ever! I was like, wow, suddenly I got new best friends! Never hung out before, but now we kissed cheeks!
Then I found out that she now had a boyfriend. So I figured, now she was over him, she regretted all she felt about me, and now maybe she wanted to make a closure or whatever. I was okay with that. We're humans, and it's nice to have more friends. I didn't care she once hated me. It's her issue, not mine.

That was not the only case, though. Another girl was so determined to destroy my reputation, she talked oh so bad about me {made me look like some kind of a whore or something} in front of the boys, including my ex. I had a huge fight with him after that, because she obviously 'mengadu domba' gue dengan my ex, that ended up with him begging (literally begged!) for my forgiveness. Years after that, I met this girl again in college and she acted like she and I were sisters. Human is a funny creature, huh?

So, when Ully told me she dated him in senior high, I was like, "Aaaaaaahhhh, no wondeeeerrrrrr......"
And now she was sweet and nice again to me, back to her oldself, because she broke up with him already. I was sooooo relief! I thought it was bigger than this. Thank God, it's just one simple stupid teenager thing!

When I finally hung up the phone, it was like a giant burdern lifted up from my shoulder. Alhamdulillah... She's still my friend. Still the same girl I knew.
We promised to keep in touch, especially because she would leave for the US soon.

One day, I got a postcard from her, from the US. She said she hadn't had a permanent address yet, but she would let me know as soon as she got one. I was so happy, it was so sweet, and I was looking forward to hearing from her again.

Years went by, we lost touch again. I graduated, moved to Bandung to work, back to Jakarta again, worked at the radio and became an internet addict. I looked her up on the net, and found her. That's when the ball hit me again.

..to be continued..

Friday, August 19, 2005

Desktop hari ini

Nemo & Dori
  • dompet ilang, ketinggalan di taksi. kudu ngurus ktp baru, kartu atm muamalat baru, kartu atm bca baru. duh malesnya diri ini.. :(
  • besok jadi asisten lagi
  • akhirnya main "Still Life"! Awesome! Banyak darah, adegan ngeri, but still a wonderful game. Belom kelar, rasanya gak mau ngelarin.. Kalo gak inget ada Myst IV: Revelation yang menanti :)
  • Banyak kerjaan! Terjemahan minta di-update, ada kerjaan design minta dipudate juga. Maleeees..., tapi demi duit, ngegali kuburan juga hayoh deh... huekekekekkkk...!
  • Saluran selang semprotan WC gue bermasalah lagi. Si Edi (yang dulu bikin itu kamar mandi) kalo sekarang ketemu suami gue, abis deh tuh...
  • besok ada kawinan temen SD gue, mudah-mudahan gak cape pulang ngasisten. Gue pengen banget dateng.
  • Whose Line Is It Anyway sekarang jadi tiap hari! Cihuy.
  • Kemaren nonton video Inside MI bareng hubby. Bernostalgia doi.
  • Malem ini gak boleh begadang. Besok bisa gak bangun.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Wa'd up

What is up lately. Umm..
  • sold my cellphone to buy a new Viewsonic LCD monitor. totally worth it! I know, it's so lame to talk about things you just bought, but people need to get dirty from time to time.
  • been looking for complete episodes of Tenacious-D mini series
  • been listening to Tenacious-D over and over
  • next saturday will be my first time assisting my baking instructor in an oficial baking class
  • yesterday i decorated beach-themed birthday cake
  • will make a gingerbread house soon, first time experience :)
  • still can't stop thinking about Froggies Divers
  • been looking for time to play Still Life
  • waiting for some material from my client to work on
  • in the period of sick-and-tired-of-books
  • missing Conan O'Brien's Late Night Show oh so bad
  • hate computers so much i wished they disappear from the earth
  • hate internet and emails
  • got my abnormal biological clock back
  • my brother is getting married on November 26 this year
  • will be going to Solo on September 2 with the whole family to propose the bride-to-be. expect lectures and nasty words from my hypocrite aunt.

So much for a small life.

Bagaimana Mengisahkan

Seperti bercerita kepada awan, kuingin kisahkan. Agar anak cucu bisa lebih mengenal. Karena usia bukan untuk ditunggu.

Tentang hidupnya yang terkadang kecil, sempit, sesak. Sekecil hatinya, sekerdil jiwanya.
Terkadang besar, luas, lapang. Sebesar mimpinya, selapang pikirannya. Terkadang dangkal, sedangkal sinetron. Kadang dalam, sedalam palung Laut Banda. Kemarin hitam, sepekat kopi suaminya. Kemarinnya lagi putih, seputih kue putri salju yang baru dibikinnya.

Namun cukupkah mengisahkan seorang manusia dalam tulisan? Atau gambar? Sebanyak apa perbendaharaan kata hingga sebuah hidup bisa ditangkap utuh?

Secanggih apa kamera bermain dengan cahaya hingga sebuah citra bisa dirangkum? Sedetail apa saksi hidup mampu melengkapi? Seorang teman punya versinya sendiri. Suami punya versi sendiri. Kakak dan saudara punya versi lain. Tetangga dan kenalan punya versi lain. Ipar dan keponakan punya versi lain. Bekas pacar punya versi lain, sungguh!

Bagai bangun bersisi banyak, bagai berlian dengan seribu irisan.

Seperti bercerita kepada awan, kuingin kisahkan. Karena awan tak akan menilai.

Seorang yang senang memandangi trotoar sepanjang jalan. Karena banyak cerita terangkai di sana. Siapa tengah menunggu siapa. Hendak pergi kemana. Sedang jualan apa. Sedang ngobrol apa. Wajah-wajah lelah, segar, gembira, sedih, takut, melamun, bahagia. Wajah tertawa, terdiam, penuh curiga, penuh kasihan, tak peduli.

Seorang yang merasa nikmat duduk sendirian, merasakan angin di dahi lebarnya, menderu lirih di kupingnya. "Ingin kukendarai angin, seperti Nabi Sulaiman. Atau seperti burung dipapah angin di ketiaknya. Agar bisa duduk di pucuk atap rumah tertinggi. Sendirian dan merasakan angin, yang mengusik dahi dan menderu di kuping."

Seorang yang bisa melonjak kesenangan melihat daun jatuh ditiup angin. Melambai turun, berayun. Bagai naik buaian berpayung. Terkadang lama terpuntir dulu, baru terhempas di bumi. Sebentar terinjak atau disapu.

Seperti bercerita kepada awan.

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